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  “What’s going on?” I repeated. “What are you doing here?”

  “I’m a cop, Sebby—”

  “Don’t call me that.”

  “What human heart? Why didn’t you call me?”

  I honestly hadn’t thought to ring Neil. Maybe a year or two earlier, the first reaction I’d have had would be to call my cop boyfriend to come solve this peculiar little problem. Now, he hadn’t even crossed my mind. It was disconcerting.

  “Nice lie you told, by the way,” I said instead. “I called you? Why the hell did you come if it wasn’t to be here for me?”

  “Stop it,” he ordered in a harsh whisper. “We’re not having this argument again.”

  “Go back to work, Neil. Everything is fine,” I said stubbornly.

  “You didn’t….” He hesitated.

  “Tell them about you? No. I know the drill.”

  Neil gritted his jaw. He looked angry. He turned back to the other detectives before saying, “Is that Calvin Winter?”

  “What? Yeah, why?”

  “Be careful what you say to him.”

  “Why, Neil?” I repeated.

  “Because I hear he’s a homophobe,” Neil said.

  Without thinking I replied, “You’re a homophobe.”

  Neil looked back at me with a strange expression I couldn’t place. “Real nice, Sebby,” he said after a moment.

  I couldn’t take it back, but when I stared up at Neil, when all of our recent arguments over the past month came rushing back, I didn’t care and didn’t want to take it back.

  “Go back to work,” I said again. “We’ll talk at home, behind locked doors.”

  I was making him angry, and I couldn’t stop myself. I don’t know what had gotten into me lately. Neil and I had been at each other’s throats for weeks. I provoked him, or something he said got under my skin in ways it never did before.

  Neil didn’t say another word. He turned while zipping up his coat and brushed by the other detectives in silence on his way out.

  I took a breath. It was shaky. I was being cruel to the most important man in my life.

  I pushed my glasses up the bridge of my nose as Lancaster left the woman with the medical supplies and walked toward me with a smile.

  “Good news, Mr. Snow.”

  “Oh boy.”

  “It’s not human.”

  Who, Neil? “The heart?”

  “It’s a pig’s heart,” she replied.

  “A minor relief.” I took another breath, working harder than necessary to calm myself. “So can I open for business?”

  She spread her hands. “There’s been no foul play, although it seems like someone wanted to pull a prank on you. I highly suggest you invest in some tighter security.”

  No foul play. My gut said otherwise. Two detectives—from homicide, no less—had shown up right away, and I played twenty questions regarding the unfortunate pig and Mike Rodriguez, the latter of which I found extremely strange. Why would time be wasted to send out detectives for something that proved to be nothing? And it still didn’t explain how the pig heart ended up in my shop to begin with.

  Lancaster thanked me for my time, to which I muttered some pleasantry. She turned to leave with the medical examiner.

  Winter, however, approached me. “Your friend seemed upset.”

  I frowned while looking up. I was on the shorter side, only five foot nine, and both Neil and Winter stood a good half a foot taller. Neil was a leaner build, like myself, which was a stark contrast to the brick body that was Detective Winter. He was close enough again that I could study his freckles—which to me actually looked like gray blemishes. They’d be clearer if I invaded his personal space or looked at his skin with a magnifying glass.

  Neither of those do I recommend doing to someone you’ve just met.

  In comparison, his light-colored eyes were so brilliant and sharp, it was almost unnerving. They reminded me of minerals on display at the Museum of Natural History. They were gorgeous, but also maybe just a little weary. They looked like they’d seen something that had hardened and tired him considerably.

  Winter swallowed up the air around me. He was both intimidating and somewhat comforting to be in the presence of. He smelled nice too. Some kind of spice—really different from Neil’s cologne.

  “I didn’t break into Mike’s shop,” I said again. For the record.

  His gaze shifted slightly to the boxes behind me. “What’s all this?”

  I looked over my shoulder, then back at him. “New inventory.”

  “From where?”

  “Bond Antiques,” I retorted. “Jesus. It’s from an estate sale.”

  He reached into his suit coat next, and I wouldn’t have been surprised if he pulled his gun with the way I was shooting my mouth off. Instead, he handed me a business card. “Should you conveniently remember something.”

  “Like slaughtering some pigs?” I shoved the card in my pocket.

  “Have a good day, Mr. Snow.” He turned and walked out of the shop.

  THE STORM seemed to have scared off the day’s foot traffic, which on any other afternoon would have worried me, being so close to the holidays when the sales are needed. But I couldn’t concentrate on anything business-related. My salad sat beside me at the register, half eaten and getting soggy as it settled into the pool of vinaigrette dressing. I held a magnifying glass to the mail as I read.

  “Why not get bifocals?”

  I looked up to see Max staring at me, pulling up the spare stool to sit. “What?”

  “The magnifying glass is sort of silly. You pull them out of pockets like you’re an old-timey detective.”

  “I tripped down the stairs wearing bifocals when I was younger,” I answered while setting the glass aside and stacking the junk and bills together. “Broke my arm.”

  “Yikes.” Max reached out to push my salad around with the fork. If he planned on scalping my meal, the sogginess must have changed his mind. “So why was Neil here?”

  “I don’t know.” I stood, brought the mail into the office, and dropped it on the desk.

  The morning had been resting heavily on my mind. Usually I was closed on Mondays, but holiday demands often changed my schedule, so I had been open yesterday. When I closed the shop last night just after six, it gave someone a thirteen-hour window to break inside. Max and I had spent the remaining hours of the morning going through the Emporium, and from what we could tell, not a single item had been misplaced.

  It was that concept that puzzled me the most. Why break into an antique shop, get past the security alarm, only to steal nothing?

  So someone came in, put a decaying pig heart under the floorboards, and hightailed it without taking so much as an old button?

  More upsetting was the matter with Mike Rodriguez. I had worked for Mike for a few years before going into business for myself. I respected his knowledge and the success of his shop—he’d been in this line of work for over twenty years now—but he was a cranky old fuck. He hadn’t liked me all that much when I worked for him, and I’m certain he felt slighted, to say the least, when I took everything I had learned to open the Emporium.

  Mike specialized in higher-end antiques. Georgian and Victorian furniture, clothing, paintings, and other works of art. It wasn’t where my interests were, and the Emporium was cluttered and stuffed instead with books and old documents, maps, photos, and every little gizmo and gadget from another century. People enjoy the odd and bizarre, like Victorian glove stretchers or tear bottles. The Emporium was doing very well after only a few years of business, and I suspected Mike was insulted.

  I walked back out of the office, leaned against the doorframe, and crossed my arms. Mike and I weren’t exactly on friendly terms these days—we certainly weren’t mailing each other Christmas cards—but how the hell had he come to the conclusion that I should be looked at as a possible suspect? Had he waited three years to seek revenge against me? And it wasn’t even revenge so much as insulting my inte
grity and character.

  “Man, look at it coming down,” Max murmured as he stared out toward the front door, watching the storm continue.

  “Jingle Bells” started to play on the shop’s speakers. Dashing through the snow, all right. The city was getting buried.

  “Why don’t you get out of here early, Max.”

  “Really?”

  “Yeah. The subways are going to be a wreck, I bet,” I said while walking to the counter.

  “Are you leaving?”

  Honestly, I wanted to swing by Mike’s place and ask him what was going on, but it didn’t seem like the smartest idea. Maybe I’d give him a call. That was less threatening. As much of an asshole as he was for accusing me of doing something like breaking into his place of business, we had a long history and I did want to make sure he was okay.

  “Probably.”

  “I’ll walk out with you, then,” Max replied as he stood and started cashing out the register for me.

  The shop phone rang, and I reached to take it off the receiver. “Snow’s Antique Emporium.”

  “It’s me.”

  Neil. I collected myself. “Hey.”

  “Busy?”

  “We’re closing up early. The weather’s getting bad, and Max has to take the subway to Brooklyn.”

  “I’m ducking out,” he replied. “I’ll swing by for you.”

  “I can walk home.”

  Neil took an aggravated breath. “Sebby, please don’t argue with me just once this month, okay? Let me pick you up.”

  Why was I getting angry at him for wanting to drive me home instead of making me walk in this nasty weather? “All right. Thanks.”

  “Want me to grab anything for dinner?”

  “I thought I’d cook,” I said offhandedly. I was getting sick of takeout. Neil couldn’t cook to save his life, so it was up to me if we wanted a homemade meal.

  “That sounds great,” he replied happily. “I’ll be there in twenty, tops.” He hung up, and I put the phone down.

  “Neil’s coming to pick me up,” I said to Max. “I’ll finish closing. Why don’t you get out while you can.”

  Max laughed and finished his counting. “Thanks, Seb.”

  “I’ll call you tomorrow if the weather looks like we may have trouble opening.”

  “I’ll plan to come in unless I hear otherwise.” He was out the door within moments, disappearing into the storm.

  I locked the front door and collected my belongings. I packed my laptop into my messenger bag. On the off-chance we stayed closed, I could at least start cataloging the inventory I had at home. Of course, I’d been telling myself that for two weeks and never seemed to have the energy for it.

  By the time I’d shut off the lights, secured the shop, and changed into my winter attire, Neil’s black BMW was parked out front.

  The car had been another source of aggravation between us. I don’t have a license because of the amount of work those with achromatopsia have to go through in order to be permitted to drive. It isn’t worth the headache when I live in a city with such incredible public transportation. That being said, I had agreed to buy a car with Neil and pay for it together so we could vacation out of New York every once in a while.

  Neil has expensive taste. He wouldn’t settle on anything less than a new luxury coupe. I didn’t understand the point—we’d save so much money with a decent used car. That argument had ended with me saying that I’d refuse to help with the payments, to which he had stubbornly agreed and told me to fuck myself. Out of childish spite, I had tried to refuse every ride offered thus far.

  The car was warm when I opened the door and sat in the passenger’s seat. The windshield wipers worked hard to keep the heavy, sticky snow off the glass. Neil was listening to some Christmas tunes and looking like his cool, sexy self. I had to admit he looked good behind the wheel of this car.

  He smiled. “Ready?”

  “Yup.”

  Neil pulled back onto the road, taking it slow down the streets already buried in snow and brown slush. “You may get snowed in tomorrow if this keeps up like the weather predictions claim.”

  “Will you have to go in?” I asked.

  “Public servants don’t get snow days. Warm enough?”

  I muttered a response and fell silent. We lived in a cramped, too-small-for-two Manhattan apartment not far from my store. It wouldn’t usually take so long to reach, but the road was completely buried, and cars ahead were already slipping and sliding. Neil wasn’t taking chances by driving fast.

  I looked at his profile, seeing the same handsome face I’d known for years. He told me he had brown eyes and sandy brown hair, comparing it to coffee with too much cream in it. Whatever the color, he had always been attractive to me, and he aged wonderfully. I saw the man I had fallen in love with, staring at him.

  Why had we been fighting so much?

  My good old dad said it was because I was losing my mind being shoved back into the closet for the sake of Neil’s paranoia. I had denied it for years, that it would eventually make me nuts, but lately it seemed like Pop had been on to something. I had been out since college, and I was proud of who I was. Neil had been my first serious relationship, and it had thrown me for a spin to learn he wasn’t out.

  It still threw me.

  “I’m sorry,” I said quietly.

  “For what?”

  “For giving you attitude this morning.” I stared at my hands. “Why did you come to the Emporium?”

  He sighed. “I was in the right place to overhear detectives being dispatched to the address. I thought something was wrong—something happened to you.”

  “Thanks for being worried.” I snorted and shook my head. “That sounds weird.”

  “I get what you mean.” He removed one hand briefly from the steering wheel to pat my thigh.

  NEIL DROPPED me off on our street and went to find a place to park. I let myself into the building, hiking the three floors of old, rickety stairs to our one-bedroom apartment. The pipes were clanking loudly as the water heaters were turning on. I hung up my coat and hat and put my boots in the closet. I dropped my bag on the foot of our bed before turning on a few lamps around the apartment.

  I know Neil didn’t like living in such a dark home, but he was polite and dealt with it without a word of complaint so I didn’t need to wear sunglasses inside. I had tried to keep my condition a secret from him for a long time. It got really hard when he’d ask something like “Could you grab my navy blue button-down for me?” or “Pass the green salsa?” while eating Mexican. It ended up coming out when he found my collapsed walking stick in my bag one evening while searching for a condom.

  I laughed quietly to myself, opening the fridge in the kitchen. That had killed the mood. I thought then and there he’d break up with me. Both boyfriends I had had before left me because of my condition. It wasn’t life-threatening, but it was a burden, I guess. Neil had stayed with me, though, and that mattered.

  I heard Neil at the door, removing his coat and shoes while I was chopping onions and peppers in the kitchen. I tossed the diced veggies into a pot to let them cook while I opened two cans of tomato sauce.

  “Spaghetti?” Neil called, the smell familiar.

  “We need to go shopping,” I answered. “Not many other options.”

  He stepped around me and opened the fridge. “Want a beer?”

  “Sure.”

  He popped the tops off two bottles, set one on the counter beside me, and leaned back against the opposite side. “So tell me what happened this morning.”

  I recited the story again for what felt like the hundredth time while I doctored up the sauce with salt, pepper, Tabasco, and whatever spices I could find deep in the cupboard. “But it wasn’t human. It was a pig heart.”

  “What did the detectives say?”

  I shrugged. “Lancaster told me to open for business and get better security.”

  “And that Winter fellow?”

  I looked over
my shoulder. “Why don’t you like him?”

  “I told you why.”

  “He let the questioning about Mike drop and left.” I had turned back to stir the sauce, but paused and looked at Neil. “You haven’t heard anything about that, have you? Mike’s break-in?”

  Neil shook his head before taking a swig of beer. “Someone else’s case, not mine.”

  “Why do you think Mike would accuse me of breaking into his store?”

  “Because he’s a prick.”

  “Yeah, but—”

  “But nothing,” Neil interrupted. “He’s always had it out for you, Seb.”

  Taking a drink of beer, I considered my next comment. “I was thinking about giving him a call tonight.”

  Neil stared at me as if I’d grown a second head. “You’re not stupid, are you?”

  “Excuse me?”

  “Sebby, stay the hell out of it. Let the police investigate what happened to Mike, and don’t be an idiot and harass him.”

  “Who said anything about harassment? I was just going to see if he’s all right.”

  “Doesn’t matter,” Neil replied. “The police don’t need to see you’ve been contacting him after he pointed his finger at you in the first place, okay?”

  Neil had a valid point, of course, and who would know better what a cop would think than another cop?

  Taking a drink and giving dinner my full attention, I zoned back in when I heard him saying my name.

  “Seb, promise you won’t stick your nose where it’s not supposed to be.”

  “Why do you think I will?”

  That question made Neil laugh. “Because you like the thrill. The two hundred mystery novels on the bookcase in the living room say so.”

  “I don’t have two hundred,” I said defensively. But so what? I liked a good brainteaser.

  “Seb,” he said again, more sternly.

  “I won’t,” I insisted, getting annoyed. “I get it.” Before Neil could say another word, I said, “How the heart ended up in the shop has yet to be explained.”